hihi... jus to let u noe that u r not forgotten!!! hmm...suddenly think of the dae when we first met. ( 'o' ) i was walking pass the hoker centre near heartland mall, than u jus walk towards mi and sae: 'hi, going to play bball again ar' than i was totally stunned thinking 'hu is she' -.-" luckily she was wearing our sch's uniform or else i may jus sae: 'do i noe u?' and jus walk away... the funny thing is that i replied her:' hmm... no i going to study ' but on that dae i did't reaili went study cos not reaili in the mood but jus donnoe wht to sae #.# and we went in different direction. maybe is fate we met at paya lebar csc again she was there wif her friends playing bball and i was there jus becos i got nth to do.>.<" and the moment i saw u, u were running towards mi and ask mi to teach u how to shoot 3pt.(",)? gal this was the second surprize u give mi in less than 2hrs... u did't even intro urself, i don't even noe ur name yet... and mi donnoe y? follow her to the court. it was fridae the next dae. how i noe ur name? haha... do u still remenber that time he was courting u. my friends told mi that he liked peggy, the first tot that came to my mind was "oh, that popular gal in our sch hur" i had always heard ur name but i never saw u before till they pointed u during recess :0 i think tat was on the second dae we meet. to be true i did't expect it would be u but at least i noe ur name at least. lolx... that afternoon i met u at paya lebar again... and we played bball again :D time pass and u went hm. the next dae which was sat i went to paya lebar again erm... alittle in hope to see u lar but u did't came. :'( nvm... but in the end i still got to see u again and even got ur hp no. :D hehe... reaili happi during the time i noe u and times spent together hmm... don think i shd write anymore if not ur testis will be flooded by mii. jus to let u noe i'm reaili happi noeing u, u make a great diff in my life.
hope that u will always be U!!!
--mingfeng-- :D
YourName | 4:48 AM |

U never knew how much i care abt u,

U never knew that ur every word and expression can trigger all sort of emotion of mi,

happi, sad, confuse, lose, uncertain, fear, helpless, emptiness...

u never knew the regrats i had for not being there,

u never knew the pain i see u wif another guy,

but all this is not important as long as u r happi,

but u r not, and again wht can i do to make u happi?

i donnoe, as much as i want to, i donnoe wht i can do....

YourName | 8:38 PM |

i did somethi reaili lam last nite. mi and boyu went to queue up at creative headquater to buy their start buy item which is limited to first 70 customer, we reach there at around 11+pm almost 12mn le but we were already the 140+ ppl le dam... waste our time than we did somethi even more lam that is we stay overnite there although we knew that we got no chance of buying the star buy item. -.-" but it was a good experince also lar make some new friends and saw those ppl hu queue to sell their seats barging for a good price to sell. those guys r reaili professional they came the nite before the whole fair started which is 2daes ago and i think they can earn abt $300-500 each fair like this lor this is crasy....
YourName | 2:54 PM |

Had a friendly match wif Rjc todae, it was quite a good match they have 2 tall centre and quite alot of shooters. their accracy is veri high until we use full court press, quite successful we were able to intercept most of the bball and we were leding quite alot at half time. third quarter was abt to start but jasper and qie xiang went to toilet. so i got to play point guard... acturally i shd have gotten use to it le, but donnoe y i was playing veri badly.than an incident happened; i wanted to draw a charging foul but the impact was too great i fall stright back and hit my head hard. i went out to rest things that jus happened was like flash back like i have experined all this before and the time continue when i fall down. everythi that happend was like replay. making mi feel so unreal. i'm not sure if i'm real or not... this freak mi out. i had experined this things before when i was young, i used to have forsight dream when i was young and things happen were the same as my dream. this gift is of no help to mi cos i never remenber anythi in my dream when i wake up. i hope this was jus imagination of mine if not i hope i will never have those dream again... now i got a big lump on my head hope than tml still can play for tampines cup...
YourName | 11:39 PM |

i donnoe wht i can do for her, she is veri upsad, she is at a loss but wht can i do. i donnoe i reaili donnoe. this was wht she told mi
"trust.a distant memory,
deep within solitute and far from discovery,
the mirror of the buried heart relects to failure and lonliness.

inner voice is a lie.
as time passes and silent to all other,
my heart once small whisper increases to a scream my mind can't surpress. help?
helpless. too deep into a darkness of conviction and despair i've plunged.

my slient heart slowly dies.
despair tricks into cold voids where my dreams once lived.

nothing can ease my pain except nothingness itself."


she told mi that's she's alright but i noe she's not
wht can i do?
YourName | 9:00 PM |